existentialism on prom night

sing me something soft, sad and delicate or loud and out of key. sing me anything. done with what we've lost. our whole lives. laid out right in front of us. and it takes more time than i've ever had. drains the life from me. makes me want to forget. as young as i am, i felt older back then. more disciplined, stronger and certain. i'm scared to death of eternity. i was saved by grace but destroyed but naievity. and i'm lying to myself. i'm still lying to myself. saying: "it was for the best"

over

i cant live without you

cant breathe without you

i dream about you

honestly tell me that its over

if the world is spinning

im still living

it wont be right if we're not in it together

tell me that it's over

and i'll be the first to go

i dont wanna be the last to know

all that ive got

so deep that it didnt even bleed.

caught me red handed now im far from lonely.

hit me and knock me out, let me go back to sleep.

so deep that i didnt even scream f*** me.

your biggest mistake

everyone has told you,

everyone you left behind,

"you're making the biggest mistake of your life!"

i know its hard for you to swallow down,

the world you created is set to explode,

for once you should listen and care what i think,

or you'll stay stuck in the web you're trapped in.

you should trust the ones closest to you.

story of a lonely guy

i'll push it out

fake a smile

avert disaster just in time

i almost said it

im glad i didnt

dont want to spoil happiness

smile for me?

=)

*black top comparison* i'm very bored hehe 

*VOLK TE37* 

*MY "NEW" VOLK TE37* 

*ZTH Decal* - adds 20 HP! 

the academy is...

You kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work, with one last shot to make it happen.You've won the role, you've played your part, you've been cordially invited. But I'm not impressed, and I'm definitely not excited. Take back everything you ever said. You never meant a word of it. You never did. I regret every word that I said to ever make her feel like she was something special, or that she ever really mattered. Did she ever really matter?

I'm not saying that I'm not breaking some hearts tonight, girl.

*shell station* - really nice lighting 

*car parked at the LRT station everyday* 

*Shin Ee's Goodbye* 

*More of Krys' 21st* 

*Krystles 21st* CHEERS! 

*MY BABY'S DONE* - what do you think? 

gifts and curses

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...

*after 1 litre of green label and countless beers* 

*lol* alex's farewell...cheers to us fools that have no meaning 

*Pro-Hatch Enthusiast* 

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